I’ve been really down lately.

Well…down, but swinging back and forth a bit.  I alternate between feeling like nothing good is coming to me and I’m just horribly depressed, and being determined to fight my way out of this slump.

But really?  Everyone keeps saying that I just haven’t found the right guy yet, that I deserve so much more, that he’s out there waiting.  Well could we hurry it up a little?  I’m sick of waiting.  I deserve it now.